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Even when you don’t want it to.  Especially when you don’t want it to.

Life is just going too fast, and I have some big decisions to make.  Scary decisions, that will probably upset people I care about.  But I need to start looking after me and the B-man first, and I need to trust myself to know best.

I don’t want to live here anymore.  So I’m going to move.  I need to rehome some animals – hard but necessary.

I don’t know where I am going yet.  I can take either one of two easy options, or I can go where I’ve always been drawn to.  Which will be harder than it has to be, but I feel we would be happier long-term.  I feel I could build a life if I do this.

People will think I am crazy, insensitive, selfish, eccentric but I am getting used to this.

I’ll be sad to leave here.  I love the friends I’ve made, my job and I like my house and lifestyle.  But its just not working without the you and me and baby makes three fairytale.  All I see here is what could have been, and what I wanted so badly.

If there was ever a good time for me to finally get my shit together, it would be now.  So I’m going to do it.


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