26 today. Years seem to be flying. Craig’s coming up tonight so we can dinner together and watch a movie or something, so I am really hoping that goes well. He was supposed to come up for the day but cancelled on me, which I am not overly impressed with, but not going to bother saying much about it to him.
I know its useless to compare how people treat you, but I can’t help it. I think we all do it to some degree. On Saturday I did something fairly hard and 2 of my friends called to check how I was doing, and one made the effort to cook me a special dinner and held my hand for about an hour. Craig didn’t call, didn’t text, didn’t ask when I saw him the next day, and when I reminded him about it, wasn’t apologetic at all.
Constantly cancels stuff with me, isn’t doing counseling, makes little effort to spend time with me, never suggests anything, never has a definitive answer to anything.
Seems very much like a ‘he’s just not that into you’ type of situation, but if that’s the case, why did he marry me just 5 months ago?
I still love him….
x
Tell me more about your awesome friends. They sound pretty rad.